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Turn right, into my arms. Turn right, you won't be alone. [Jun. 16th, 2009|12:39 am]
[Current Music |Turn Right - Jonas Brothers.]

It's weird how like the last couple weeks of my life I've been so sheltered from the world and in a matter of a couple of hours I managed to reconnect with people and emerge (somewhat) back into society. I wish my parents realized I'm 19 years old. I also wish it was as easy to see people as it was at Mizzou. All I had to do was walk for about five minutes and then BAM. Now it takes a lot more effort and happens a lot less often. :/

Summer school's weird as well. Sure it's only one class. But it's 3 hours a day, 4 days a week, and... it's physics! Talk about blech. I mean, so far, it's not hard or anything. Just basically Goozh lessons all over again. But these labs and lab reports and tests every week are going to be a pain. But at least I know how to use vernier calipers and micrometer calipers. So if you ever want to measure your hair precisely, I'm your gal.

This guy in my class looks like he's a freshman in high school... if that. But my teacher is funny. He's Indian and he says "Okay?" after every other sentence, but it has a little Indian twang to it, so it's just funny.

I need to do a lab report. Balls. School isn't fun when you can't hang out with friends.:/
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2009|03:28 pm]
[Current Mood |Pleased and content with life]
[Current Music |Random music Eboni is playing... haha]


Oh boy, this reading day sure has been productive...

...not.

Well, "not" in the sense of academia, but in the sense of leisure, I feel it was a win:

+dying (dyeing?) strips of elizabeth's hair pink.
+realizing I can be a pretty decent at hair dyeing (dying?).
+walked away with a neon pink hand.
+ate peanut butter and jelly sandwich for lunch. As well as a banana.
+wrote. :]
+lollygagged.
+watched a number of music videos.
+time spent enjoying the endless possibilities of the internet.
+mountain dew
+bought bosco sticks. have to find microwave to warm them up.
+used probably a total of 23 ATPs in the whole process of this day.
+not caring that I've been a sloth.
+not caring it's a lazy friday.
+not caring that I have 3 finals next week, a final computer project, and a paper due.
+not caring in general.

Time enjoyed wasting, was time not wasted, right? I'm sure the saying goes something like that...

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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2009|11:01 am]
[Current Mood | sleepy]

I'm very tired. Maybe it's cause of the long night or the massive studying. Or both. Or maybe I'm just tired of this place. I just need to get away. 2 weeks from now seems so far.

I just want to crawl under my comforter and sleep until tomorrow morning. Is that too much to ask for? Is it?

blarghuselesspostblargh
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Let it burn right through my shoes! [Apr. 26th, 2009|11:41 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[Current Mood | c'mon we can do it!]
[Current Music |Walk Through Hell - Say Anything]


Just a few more weeks to go. I feel like the little engine that could, ya know? My FIRST YEAR AT COLLEGE is almost finished. I can taste summer. It's so close, yet so far. I just have hurdle after hurdle to jump before I reach that beautiful finish line. I just have to chug a little more, and put all the strength I have into this home stretch.

I can't believe a whole school year has almost passed. I feel like it was just yesterday that we were at our prom, and I log onto Facebook and I see album after album of the class of '09's albums. It's so weird.

But anyway, I can't wait until this whole school scene is done because I am writing a paper on the moral of The Rime of the Ancient Mariner by Samuel T. Coleridge and it's b-a-l-l-s. Did I mention it has to be 6-8 pages? I'm going to shoot for 5, since it's just a rough draft. I sure hope I do okay on this thing. It'd be nice to get an A in English for once in my life.

Elizabeth, I'm listening to Faithful by Tyler Hilton right now. Just wanted to let you know. It's helping me drown out Shamari & Brittaney & Kendra's chatter. I like this song.

Man, I just wanna sit on a beach right now. Or take a long walk on a beach. Why is Missouri in the middle of the freakin' U.S. of A? Bummer to the maximum.

I should probably get back to writing now since I'm only starting my 4th page now. :'[

Bullet --> head --> brains on wall.

lol. just kidding.

Anyway, adieu for now.

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Baby, and you might still have meeee. [Apr. 20th, 2009|10:49 pm]
[Current Music |Should've Said No - Taylor Swift]

Oh man. Conversations with Elizabeth are never dull. i'm glad we talk about real issues... well, one real enough issue. It's nice.

I looked at this measly post and realized it needed more meat on it's bones. So, here it goes:

Mizzou is just fabulous. I couldn't have picked a better school to go to, honestly. I mean, I'm sure my parents wholeheartedly disagree with me, but I have no regrets. Never have, never will. I'm in love with life.

I mean, school in general is just blah blah blah. Biology test was alright, just like I thought. Got the grade I thought I would get. My other classes are just peachy as well. Finals might beat my soul into the ground, but we'll cross that bridge when we come to it. Phil Silverman (my chemistry professor) is a nutball penguin though. And although I'm not living in Hudson this semester, all is not lost. Sure, my Hudson friends have evaporated, kinda. But it's no biggie. I do miss Hudson though. I just realized I can experience a wonderful college life outside of that crazy fun building.

And basically everything else going on in my life is just the same as it has been. Nothing new, nothing different, but really, it's not tragic or anything. I'm satisfied in every corner of life.

Summer time is coming soon. I'm happy. I might just have a license, drive a car, have a job, hang out with friends, and all that good stuff. Hope so anyway.

Hmm, I should update people on the happenings of my life more often. Well, guess you can expect one sooner or later. Til then.
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this is for alba... [Mar. 8th, 2009|11:12 pm]
1) I had a pet parrot. I only had it for a day or so. It died super fast. It made me sad.
2) For the longest time, I thought that my Sunday School class climbed onto a brick wall and jumped onto this big, giant, pinkish cake. But it wasn't really cake, it was like a blow-up cake full of air. One day many years later when I was sharing the story with my family at dinner, my dad asked me if the cake felt like a pillow/my bed... insinuating that it was all a dream. I didn't believe him for a long time, but now... I do. A big, air cake? Really?
3) I wanted a dog all my life. And now I have one and I wouldn't trade her for any other dog in the world.
4) I wanted to be an archeologist, a scuba diver, an actress, a singer, a model, an oceanographer, a veterinarian, a pediatrician, and another kind of doctor (ha!) at different points in my life. I've settled on a good one, I think.
5) I was obsessed with all things Pokemon once upon a time.
6) One time, I tripped after I got off the bus and tore a hole in my pants and cut my knee. I was so scared my parents would get mad at me I told them a boy pushed me. They got mad and complained to the principal. Anyway, long story short, I had to apologize to everyone. I never felt so crummy.
7) I don't have an iPod or an MP3 player of any sorts. I don't even have a CD player. But, eh, my world's alright.
8) I am really possessive about my things. Sure, you can use them when I'm there... but when it's out of my possession, I start to freak out. I think it's because I barely ever got things that I wanted as kid, so everything I did get was a treasure.
9) My parents had to use food stamps and go to a food bank for the first few years of my life. I got to volunteer there a couple of years ago. It was nice.
10) My middle name is James, my sister's middle name is James, my mother's middle name is James, my father's middle name is Thomas, but his first name is James.
11) I used to call macaroni "makoli." My dad still brings this up all the time. "You want some MAKOLI and cheese?!" *chuckle chuckle*
12) I also used to call Cheetos "Tiger." I think this is because I thought the cheetah looked like a tiger. I don't think my dad caught that though...
13) My dad used to set up a video camera and I would dance and sing songs that I literally came up with off the top of my head. And they can go for 5 minutes. Seriously. Ask my sister. I am always embarassed whenever we watch these stupid tapes, but I can't stop laughing because I'm so stupid looking.
14) I got to "pick" out the house we moved to. I picked it because the family that lived there had a dog and a hamster. I thought we could keep both. Wrong.
15) I had to sing random songs in front of multitudes of Indians. It sucked. My mom made me and my sister do it all the time.
16) I was deathly afraid that burgulars/murderers/rapists would break into our apartment/house all the time. The littlest noise downstairs or outside would scare me half to death and keep me up for a good hour or so. Still does.
17) I can't sleep with the closet doors open. I thought burgulars/murderers/rapists would stay there and watch and wait until I fell asleep. I guess I thought if I closed the door, they would leave our house.
18) My parents owned a gas station in Festus, Dupo, and Bonne Terre (not all at the same time, of course). Now, we only have one at Dupo. We also randomly had a Computer Renaissance, but I'm not sure what happened to that...
19) I like to daydream. A lot. I form stories with really weird plotlines and play them out in my head constantly, like I'm watching a movie. Sometimes I think it's unhealthy, because it's really entertaining sometimes.
20) Sometimes I wonder how life would be if I grew up in India.
21) I used to catch lizards in India. I caught them bare-handed and would show them to my sister. Except sometimes, I would grab their tail and it would come off and wiggle a little in my hand. And then I could always tell which ones I caught cause their tails would always be smaller than the others... at least until it grew back.
22) Another India story. In my dad's house I saw my first tarantula, rat, and bat. Yeah. The only thing that really freaked me out was the tarantula though. It was bigger than my hand and I told my dad to kill it. He did but I still hate going to that house and sleeping there.
23) I really hate it when people chew on ice. It's fine if I see it, but if I hear the crunching my teeth start feeling funny. I just hate thinking about ice-on-teeth. Don't ask me why.
24) I like to people-watch. Sometimes people think I'm bored when I just sit there and look at folks, but I'm really not.
25) I don't drink enough water. Sometimes, I tell myself to and I drink a bottle, maybe. Most of the time, I just go for the soda fountain.

HOPE YOU ENJOYED ALBA! lol

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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2009|01:46 pm]
I really really really hope I become a CA next year. Not only because it saves me money, but because my parents are saying that this is going to be my last semester at Mizzou since they can't afford to pay room and board and all that junk anymore. And they just want me in their lives all the time. And so, if I get to be a CA, that'll be saving them a whole bunch more money than if i went to wash u, or slu, or any of the other random suggestions they threw at me. We'll see. Who knows what their narrow-minded selves will take away from me next...

Maybe I should just whore myself out on the corner of College and Rollins. That'll save me money, for sure!
...Ugh.
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(no subject) [Dec. 19th, 2008|12:41 pm]
I hate packing.

I don't want to leave my little Hudson.

:'[
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(no subject) [Dec. 14th, 2008|08:08 pm]
I sure love study breaks.
And I definitely love rollins pizza to go.
And I like talking to elizabeth. Through livejournal. When we're sitting right next to each other.
Hurry up and finish my post now.
Ah, I see you finished. Now I can maybe respond. It's been going on for a while now.

LOLLLLLLLLLLL LOLLLLLLLLLL LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2008|07:27 pm]
Oh man. I'm in my room right now. And my roommate's weirdo brother is here. And he chews obnoxiously loud. And he's warming up all this weird smelling food (I think it's hamburgers, but I'm afraid to turn around because he'll catch me staring at his large, obnoxious mouth) and my roommate refuses to leave the door open. So now there's this stench in my room. And I feel like it's seeping into my clothes and my hair and my bed. It ain't good. And now my roommate's friend has walked into the room. I'm glad I'm facing the wall...then I can't see them make out (my roommate's friend and my roommate's brother I mean).

Gosh I can't wait to go home and get away from these strange people.

Just thought I'd share my unfortunate circumstances.

He warmed up something with chicken. Or so he said...

Ew. I HEAR them making out. How uncomfortable. Get a DIFFERENT room. people.
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BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE! [Oct. 31st, 2008|12:20 am]
[Current Mood |AMAZING]

Hey, I have a story to tell.

Today, Barack Obama came to Mizzou. Today, I was about 10 feet away from the stage. Today, I screamed at the top of my lungs when I saw him walk on to the stage. Today, I took a million pictures on Alba's camera. Today, I held out my hand for him to shake. Today, he held my hand and looked into my eyes and smiled. Today, I cried when after he left the scene.

Today, I got a story to tell my children.

:]
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2008|10:41 am]
Dear Diary,

You know that Thursday night when I stayed up til like 4 in the morning, trying to write about mutligenerational trauma affecting survivors of the Holocaust? You know, the paper that I couldn't get just right and I ended up getting frustrated and adding fillers until I got more than three pages? Well, I got an 89%. It's not the best, but a B+ is never bad in my book; it's not bad for my first official college paper, either. I've decided that I am beginning to understand the way college works. I am off to a lunch date now. Ta ta.

Love, Teresa.
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2008|01:08 pm]
College is SO boss.

I'm going to miss watching the Olympics. I love Michael Phelps.

Sorry I haven't talked to anybody all summer. Long story. It always is.

Ok. Time to do this college thing some more.
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2008|11:14 pm]
Last day at the Tro. My thoughts on events and such.

I was super joyous when I got my last signature on the clearance form and turned that baby into Doug's mailbox.
Although it would have been cool to enjoy my last field day, it wasn't necessary.
Bread Co. was delicious. But there was free pizza at school...that would have been easier on the wallet, but hey. Tis cool.
The movie at the Chase: What Happens In Vegas. Only ones in the theater. Sweet.
I actually enjoyed the movie. It was funny and cute. Up til the cheesy part at the end...haha.
The tension between friends. Enough said.
I didn't get closure. I didn't say good-bye to anyone or to the school (yes, I need to say good-bye to Metro). I feel like I'll get closure when I go back to get my diploma.
I can't believe it's over! The end of a legacy!

I've decided I don't like livejournal. I just felt prompted to write something based on something I read.
I really need to go to Chicago/DRIVE. My goodness.
Saw me and the team on Fox 2. Hollerrr.

The end...of high school.
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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2008|10:10 pm]
[Current Mood |OH SNAP!]

woohoo one last week of high school! 

I'm pretty excited but I just can't believe that IT'S HERE. That THIS is IT. One last week in this place with these people.

OMG IM FLIPPIN OUT.

the end.
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Son of a njkdahomf,aew. [Feb. 10th, 2008|06:05 pm]
[Current Mood |crap]

Just filed the FAFSA...

EFC=$18,288

Fuck, fuck, fuckity fuck. 
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2007|07:56 pm]
I'm going to be like Dylan and insert a link to a Yahoo article. Just because it rocks and I need an update.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070222/ap_en_mo/people_orlando_bloom

He's cute AND he cares about the environment! YES!

But he's 30! No!

Ah well I don't care.
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(no subject) [Dec. 5th, 2006|06:48 pm]
[Current Mood | smushed]

I'm tired of all these teachers smushing all this stuff into the last few days of class. Too much smush-age if you ask me.
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according to ksdk.com... [Nov. 30th, 2006|07:49 pm]
[Current Mood |HAPPY]

St. Louis Public Schools  Closed  

SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 30th, 2006|06:01 pm]
Happy November 30th day everybody.

:]
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